Thoughts on (my) life
Annoying the world for  1531   days.

Jul 10

Internalization

Category: Mein Leben
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At this Moment, there are about four really big things going on in my life. All of them have pros and cons. Some more pros, others more cons. But the major point is: None of them have no cons. I guess it’s kinda childish to wish for something that has no con, but still. I don’t think it’s unreasonable to hope for something thats only positive, every

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Apr 10

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Mar 16

If you became the last person on Earth, what would you do?

I found this question here. Since I read it, I’ve been doing some research on how others answered this question.

Most people go along the lines of doing or experiencing stuff they likely never can again in the

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Mar 10

Reanimation

Category: Mein Leben
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Nach langem Zoegern ist diese Seite wieder da. Die Verzoegerung kam nicht so sehr vom nicht-schreiben-sollen sondern war eher technischer Natur.

Aber ab jetzt ist dieses Blog wieder da, und wenn ich mich danach fuehle, dann poste ich auch was.

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May 3

Thoughts unrelated

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I’ve been seeing a certain facial expression a lot on BSG, which I know quite intimately, without having seen it (on myself). It comes from when you taste something which should be too much for you.

I have quite a desire to destroy something right now … like break … anything.

Why do my worst predictions have to keep coming true? I won’t budge from my decision, but I’ll hate myself for it.

Then again that’s not such a distant feeling … Been feeling it more often that I’d like lately. Should I start getting (re-)acquainted with it, more intensely?

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Apr 20

Internetzensur

An sich muss ich ja zugeben, dass mich die ganze Diskussion inzwischen nervt. Menschen, die Schwierigkeiten haben ihren PC anzuschalten geschweige denn diesen Effektiv für mehr als Solitair zu nutzen

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Mar 31

Lebensberechtigung

Category: Mein Leben

Ich muss zugeben, dass ich ein sarkastischer, und manchmal zynischer Mensch bin. Ich gehe durch’s Leben, schaue mir an, wie andere Menschen handeln, und erlaube mir ein Urteil über dieses Handeln. Es gibt Situationen, in denen ich mich

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Mar 11

Angry & sad

Category: Mein Leben

I think, today is the first time ever I awoke with tears in my eyes. Very unsettling feeling. I had a dream, that cut straight into my heart and made me want to

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Feb 16

My left shin …

Category: Mein Leben

… still hurts, after three weeks, and it’s quite a pain in the a..e. I suggest none of my readers ever face a security-glass break-up, when naked.  Medically it is supposed to have healed, but every step

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Feb 5

Subtlety

Category: Mein Leben

I love subtle gestures. Most of the time I prefer them over obvious gestures. Subtlety – by it’s very nature – does have a certain

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Jan 28

ETOH

Category: Mein Leben

Ja, ich wäre in der Lage, mir jetzt gerade noch deutlich mehr A.L.K. zu besorgen, als ich gerade da habe. Aber jemand, der mir extrem wichtig ist

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Jan 27

Scheisstag

Category: Mein Leben
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Ich hasse so ziemlich alles, was heute in meinem Privatleben passiert ist. Der Beruf war nicht deutlich besser.

Ich gehe davon aus, das der Tag weitreichende Konsequenzen haben wird. Die, die ich mir ausmalen kann, hasse

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Jan 12

“Photographic” Ear?

Category: Mein Leben

I am slowly starting to be slightly scared of this. I am quite aware of the concept of a photographic memory. But to date I never heard of something similar relating to voices. Or … a combination of both.

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Dec 23

Scared

Category: Mein Leben
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I am bloody scared right now. I am not exactly sure I have a reason, just a number of possible hints. I hate this. I don’t want to feel this way, and I bloody well don’t want any hints

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