Well … today … was … a day. Doh! Woke up later than expected, but with exactly WHAT I expected (well … “hoped” is a more appropriate choice of word). A lovely voice on the phone. I could honestly get used to waking up to that voice every day.

Then the time became 13:00 and the day sort of … (Whats the opposite of “brighten up”?) Ah well. I knew, this was gonna happen, but still … I don’t have to like it, right?

Watching some DVD I came across a quote, I rather like:

There’s nothing to be gained by second guessing yourself.
You can’t remake the past.
So look ahead.
…
Or risk being left behind.

(First person to tell me in a comment what series this is from, who said it and which episode it is wins a prize. Blood-relatives my NOT participate, Sorry. )

Then I prepared for the time when I would first load my iPod with music. Sorted, and retagged, and swore and enjoyed. I found a bunch of songs I had forgotten I owned. I wallowed in memories and grooved and laughed. I’m really looking forward to being able to carry all my music with me.

Just as I started writing this I got the delivery notification of something I wrote earlier. I sorta didn’t expect it at all for a few days. But it serves as a reminder of something I miss. I hope the content won’t be misunderstood, or worrisome to the recipient. But the timing sort of astounds me. Not that I mind, but … this is of the nice-creepy sort.

I’m seriously considering to password my Blog in general. I don’t worry about who might read it, but then again … I dunno. It’s a thought. One thats not yet finished. We’ll see.

I also just finished watching Fight Club. Interesting as usual, and rather worrisome. There’s times when I fully identify with some of the more obscure things said in the movie. But … I don’t think, I’ll ever “hit bottom” … I might “hit the bottom”, but thats something different. (Attention! Play with word!)

I don’t wanna go to that crappy course tomorrow, even though I’m told it’s fun. Okay, sure. One less day of work. But still, I’d rather not go.

The “genesis” of this entry is accompanied by a song … one I hadn’t heard in a very long time. I mostly refused to listen to it, because something in it was … not factual. Right now, I like the sound, the music, the “beat” and all. I’d love it even more, if I could speak out the title and not lie.
I’d like to share quite a few of the “refound” songs with a select few people. But … I think I’m rather unique in how I treat lyrics. There’s a “fucktonne” of meaning hidden in a lot of songs, if you only listen close enough. So I guess it’d mostly be lost on the listeners.

The mentioned thought-process seems to be going on in the back of my head. I’ve not really done anything today, but I feel very tired mentally. So I guess my brain’s working on it and leaving me be. Thats a nice change from the usual.

I hope you’re all okay and enjoying your life/sleep. I’ll finish up this here chalice (OMG … poetics! ) then head off and shower, and then … hopefully fall into a well-deserved “coma”. I’d rather not dream tonight, cuz I know they’d just be of the stirring variety.

Good night!