… doesn’t make a heck of a lot of sense to me currently. Things that definitely should NOT happen are happening, things that should happen do not. This is confusing as hell. And I hate it. It’s – once again – getting to the point where I think “Whatever positive is happening can’t outweigh this crap, I quit!!”
“Suicide is mans way of telling god: You can’t fire me, I quit!” – Forgot the original author.

@J: Whatever made you read my blog – again? I’ve not been kind in my comments towards you, since you officially stopped reading it. Why now? Why at all? What is your … reasoning?
Are you sure you really get what I’m trying to say? (This is an honest question, not a trick!)

@SSz: I told you as much! Remember?

@CM: Hoping I did not misread what I read: I am terribly sorry. I really am!

@AM: Thanks for … opening my eyes – once again – on the issue of trust, and … believing what other people say.

@Life:Why do humans suck so much? Why couldn’t you have created something better?

@CJ: Sorry. You know I don’t wanna hurt you ever (I hope!). But I need to get this off my chest!

I am seriously pissed off at a fucktonne of things! If I where to die right now … I would not mind. Yeah, I’d have some (serious) regrets, but … I’d be dead, so why worry?

Life’s a bitch, and then you die.

I currently can’t muster any sort of hope or happiness. But that’s not an unusual feeling for me. So … I guess, I’ll deal with it somehow.

I’ll go to bed now … and hope … but I know that bitch that is fate won’t listen … as usual. (Irony on) What did I do to deserve some happiness anyway, right? (Irony off)
Just keep up kicking me in the … groin. I know what you want, and eventually you’ll get it. I just wish fate had the guts to actually make it happen! But … obviously cowardice has the upper hand, eh Fate?

Fuck life!