It appears it’s expected of me to continue to blog, and bare my life for people to see, even though I’m not returned even a shred of reciprocal courtesy. I am rather fascinated by this phenomenon. Experienced it before (multiple times), and I guess it won’t be the last time I will. I got a few more thoughts on the subject, which I won’t publish because I could hurt people who I really care about by doing so.

Most of my New-Years-Resolutions have been broken by now, or never been picked up. Actually I am only continuing one, so far. But what little good that one (= C₁₀H₁₄N₂ ) does, I absorb by breaking at least the one (= C₂H₅OH) other. Kinda … funny, ain’t it?¹

But … I did add a belated resolution today. I have written about this before. It was only a feeling, a fleeting thought back then. It has since matured into a full-fledged resolution. I will attempt to get myself into a position to do something specific. Which means I have to get a drivers license and learn French². Once I got that done, I’ll check out my specific options. Until then this will remain a rather amorphous thing.

This would be a huge step. But I think one that will be extremely beneficial. I don’t expect anything³ to happen that could … counter weigh it. Not before I achieve the prerequisites.

Last time I wrote about this … I just had an idea. This time I actually did some⁴ research. I had hoped for … an easier way to bring this about, but unfortunately I’ll be dealing with an international organization. And those are rather … bureaucratic. If I could offer just a few more skills, it’d be way easier to achieve. Maybe I really should have gone to University.

On a more positive note: Today I “found” a comedy-group called “Axis of Evil”. I … bugged … a few friends – and family – with youtube links to parts of their show. One of my favorite parts can be found here⁵. It’s a group made up of people with some middle-eastern descent which basicylly make fun of the current arabophobia. I was giggling like hell quite frequently while watching the show⁶, and I’ll deffo try to get hold of their DVD, even though I already know the show. Just for support.

I deliberately will only tag this entry with one tag⁷. If you think you‘re meant with a specific portion, you’d better ask me “Are you talking about me with xyz ?”. I guess I have been very seriously misunderstood in a recent post. But … hey, why should I be given a chance to explain myself – leave alone debunk the notion of a person that this same person is addressed – right? ^^ I mean … that’d be fair and just, and – hey – we simply can’t have that, now can we???

Oh, and don’t bother asking me about the password for the post before this one. I won’t give it out.

I deliberately selected the music to accompany this blog-entry. I does have a certain message, but it is – for the most part – different from what people who know me for a longer time might associate!

I’ll go to bed now, and hope I won’t dream. Lately my dreams have been either irritating, or painful.

Hope y’all take care.