This weekend was mostly great. Well … it was a tad more than a weekend, really. As there always is, this one did have a few things that weren’t so great, but hey … I’d score it with … 90% great. ^^ Most of the un-great things didn’t even occur in MS. But the bloody weather sucked big time … And I didn’t even see someone building a great big boat in his front yard. *winks*

I spent a whole boatload of time in the Subway, which was great, and a lot of fun. I was quite grateful for the very short-notice accommodations I received, and for you hot-bunking with me, too! Thanks again to you two!

I was very glad about all the meets I managed with all of you folks. We had nice, and long talks, with lots of different opinions and viewpoints, which were a refreshing change from my usual days. If I read your Blog right, … you where talking to me, but I honestly do not see any reason why you should apologize to me. If you still feel the need, please explain it to me. I guess, I didn’t quite come through with one “promise” I made. Sorry … Maybe I’ll have to do that online then, or … maybe on the phone, sometime.

My level of confusion about human beings has probably reached another all-time high these last 5 days¹. I really have not even the faintest clue as to how I should interpret the actions of a certain person. They are so bloody contradictory. Well … I have a theory, which might wrap things up into something, but … I simply don’t care for the likely fight which would ensue if I voiced it. Especially since it’s content will be along the lines “You’re wrong, but I won’t explain why” which is even worse than my current confusion.

This weekend set a few thoughts “gestating” in my brain again. I’ll just lean back and see if they bear fruit, or not. There’s quite a few things upsetting me in the grander scheme of things, and … maybe the “Leidensdruck” is bad enough by now. All three options I am seriously considering would be rather large and consequential steps. I fear I lack the guts to make such serious decisions, and therefore … will forever remain, and eventually drown, in my current situation.

As usual I met a few new people and visited a new place. I’m not too keen on going there again. I didn’t meet anyone I particularly disliked, but most of them scored a neutral impression.