Earlier today I returned – way to early for my liking – from a positively awesome weekend. As with most endeavors there where a few discordant notes, but those all happened with the secondaries, never the primaries.

Again I am surprised by what people say, even when they have no idea what they are talking about. And about the behavior of some people, too. Then again, decent behavior doesn’t appear to be very important anymore. It’s actually quite sad, but a rather apparent trend in society, nowadays.

That aside, this weekend rocked. It was filled with emotions and laughter and good feelings. A lot of the time I couldn’t help myself, but have a fat grin plastered on my face. I’m quite happy, and you are having a very positive effect on me. I’m hoping this is mutual.

Today was a very hard day for me, maybe us. I don’t know, but have in inkling. A few weeks ago, I didn’t want to leave, too, but this time was worse. I guess, what made it hard this time was the uncertainty of when I can come back next, paired with the knowledge, that it’s likely to be quite some time.

There is one thing I’m confused about, something I don’t think I can get sorted out anytime soon. I simply can’t think of the neccessary indirect questions. ^^ Not sure how much is the truth, and how much is just your way of deflecting direct questions. I hope, that we can properly talk about this sometime soon. All of this paragraph was written with a grin on my face. I’m quite aware of what I got myself into, and I have no second thoughts. But you know that this positively confuses the heck out of me. ^^ LY,A.

I bought myself the first pieces of clothes in … can’t even remember how long. So far I’m quite happy with my choice. I – once again – proved my ability to chose the more expensive variety. But I think I made a good choice.
I also rode a bike again for the first time, in a long time. This weekend was quite … fascinating with regards to quite a few things barely remembered, but familiar.

We also had a birthday celebration, and I hope you enjoyed it. I know some things weren’t quite optimal, but nonetheless, I think it was mostly okay? I failed at getting some of the presents properly organised in time, but I *think* we worked it out okay, in the end? Thanks for what you said/wrote, it really lifted my mood, on both occasions. You remain a good friend, thanks!

I’ll watch some more DVD now and then turn in. Looking forward to tomorrow 09:20ish. Y’all take good care of yourselves and sleep well.

P.S.: Everytime my watch beeps, I brace with anticipation.