I’ve been seeing a certain facial expression a lot on BSG, which I know quite intimately, without having seen it (on myself). It comes from when you taste something which should be too much for you.

I have quite a desire to destroy something right now … like break … anything.

Why do my worst predictions have to keep coming true? I won’t budge from my decision, but I’ll hate myself for it.

Then again that’s not such a distant feeling … Been feeling it more often that I’d like lately. Should I start getting (re-)acquainted with it, more intensely?

I still miss a certain smell … and taste. Will I ever be free from that for any extended period of time?

Some thoughts die hard … But I don’t really want to re-visit that 9th of November oh so many years ago … Well, maybe, but be less talkative …