At this Moment, there are about four really big things going on in my life. All of them have pros and cons. Some more pros, others more cons. But the major point is: None of them have no cons. I guess it’s kinda childish to wish for something that has no con, but still. I don’t think it’s unreasonable to hope for something thats only positive, every

I found this question here. Since I read it, I’ve been doing some research on how others answered this question.

Most people go along the lines of doing or experiencing stuff they likely never can again in the

I’ve been seeing a certain facial expression a lot on BSG, which I know quite intimately, without having seen it (on myself). It comes from when you taste something which should be too much for you.

I have quite a desire to destroy something right now … like break … anything.

Why do my worst predictions have to keep coming true? I won’t budge from my decision, but I’ll hate myself for it.

Then again that’s not such a distant feeling … Been feeling it more often that I’d like lately. Should I start getting (re-)acquainted with it, more intensely?

An sich muss ich ja zugeben, dass mich die ganze Diskussion inzwischen nervt. Menschen, die Schwierigkeiten haben ihren PC anzuschalten geschweige denn diesen Effektiv für mehr als Solitair zu nutzen

Ich hasse so ziemlich alles, was heute in meinem Privatleben passiert ist. Der Beruf war nicht deutlich besser.

Ich gehe davon aus, das der Tag weitreichende Konsequenzen haben wird. Die, die ich mir ausmalen kann, hasse

I am bloody scared right now. I am not exactly sure I have a reason, just a number of possible hints. I hate this. I don’t want to feel this way, and I bloody well don’t want any hints

- What’s up?
- You like me [pause] Why?
- That’s kind of a sad question.

This is a dialog from a TV-Series.

Nachdem ihr alle angefangen habt … Meine Ideale Sucht ist … WoW!? WTF?

Bäm! Wieder einer Elfe die langen Ohren abgeschnitten, wieder einen Gnom zu Kaugummi verarbeitet. Herzlich Willkommen in der bunten Welt Azeroth – dem größten Onlinerollenspiel seit der Erfindung des Teleshoppings.

Verbringe viele frohe Stunden damit, Trolle zu hauen, Oger zu entehren oder dich von großen, stinkenden Drachen verkohlen zu lassen. Eine solide Onlinesucht ist für dich genau richtig, um deine zögernden sozialen Wünsche umzusetzen, ohne doch zu nah an andere Menschen heran zu müssen. Und es gibt dir den nötigen Erfolg, der dir im echten Leben vielleicht verwehrt wurde. Und hey, wer braucht schon frische Unterwäsche, wenn er das Zwillingsschwert der dunklen Welten in seinen Händen hält?

So far … most of today was total crap.

I am aware of the fact that crying is some sort of a taboo subject, in most situations. But I myself was raised in a manner that lets me cry, even though

Actually I don’t really want to write anything, yet. But somehow I can’t keep myself from doing it anyway.

Okay, this is slowly beginning to scare me. I’ve had a few … um … what exactly would you call the opposite of a

It appears it’s expected of me to continue to blog, and bare my life for people to see, even though I’m not returned even a

These last few days have been … weird. I’ve had certain … impressions about how Sunday would be, but … well … nvm.